Healing from Ignorance: My Story

 

Me Vs What I Get

Ignoring by thousands...  Love Nah

Need Me fine... Love Nah

I need You... Busy Ha

Need love... Need Back, Nah

Understand, Fine it happens... Sorry, Childish?

I never get back love, people always come into my life for their needs and leave my life like there is nothing happened. If I want them, there is no person available. If I love someone, You don't, Because they need me as a friend and how can I cross such limits, who builds the limit for the love it won't happen purposely it is never intended it's pure feelings. People stay in my life for their sake requirements.

I am fucking tired, of asking for love.

I am really tired, at one point in time family is the reason for who you leaving in my case father is like just a person, who can not communicate if they wants something they just ask there are no conversations regarding my feelings, or “what happens dear son in your life?”, and Mom there is a conversation regarding why you have done this, why are you doing this, that's it if you asked something else regarding feelings, you can’t how could you do such things, how we could leave life in such society if you want to do this, Just don't talk to us, kind of blackmailing, am not complaining but at one point of time parents also needs to communicate with their children, because if the person got broken then he only, have one hope called its parents but in my case, I have none.

You can’t cry because your boy, boys are always strong. and if someone seems to cry, We already told you to not fall in love with some girl, because always it's heartbreaking, but before directly going into any decisions please at least you have asked once why I am crying, Nah people don't have time to ask such things they can do only one thing it's judging.

Whom, I love I never get back, and who is loving me I need to stay why because they need you. and whenever I am expecting something from them or I need them they will fly away, if they need me I must be there otherwise you have done a big crime scene. Why people are so selfish Yarrr?

I am helping, by crossing boundaries, loving unconditionally without any expectations, supporting them very badly, giving 70% of the time to them, and at some point in time I have feelings for them, Oh shit! How you could make such a big mistake? I am not a machine that doesn’t attract someone, Yarr. I am also a person with a soft heart who always wants love. If after so much attention and care you won’t feel why are you joking about my feelings and ignoring me like I was nothing just a flush of paper? which was used now, needs to be thrown away.